Today I went to church with my bf. Recently I was emotionally weak.Moody and down almost everything that comes into my life. I been asking myself what happen to me why GOD did not response to my prayers.Why he is ignoring me???I am very sad toward this matter.Today Pastor was talking about we are wonderfully made by GOD Himself. We are made for purpose and not by accident or just "suka suka". What surprise me was the pastor telling all of us that GOD said he do not abandon or forgotten our prayers and i guess those words really strike me right into my heart i was so touched that my tears rolled down.
Pastor told us that we are not suppose to compare with others as we are specially made and not copy...none of us in this world are the same including the twins!!Finger prints and eyes iris are also different from each other all are with its signature.To many ppl these are fact that they learn when they are in school...yeah but have u wonder why and how?No one so far can explain it yet.Last time I was compared with my nieces which it really stressed me all my childhood. Then when I grow older the comparison are still there just i know how to ignore it.In fact I hate this feeling!Maybe my negative behaviour also being shaped by this.Since today preaching, I will try not to look at others and think that they are better than me because we never know that they might having all kind of shits that we never notice of.It is because I am too busy looking at other people and I never really care about myself and sooner or later I am into depression because too stressful looking at ppl. In fact the more we compare the more stressful we are.I felt grateful that even I am not happy with my current situation but GOD have some plans for me.My mum blames me for too rush to resigned from my previous job and now end up jobless. I never regret with that decision even until now.Another matter my mum always hurt me was I am an "accident baby" and was a burden to her. Well,well, this is another thing that shocked me because that today preaching Pastor also said that each of us are special so we are not accident baby.I am stunned when i heard this.I admitted that I am so emotional torture when my mum blames me as being an accident baby because I do not choose my existence but the parent did but why blames me? Until now i realize that I am not an accident as my mum said because all of us are here for a purpose and we just need to find that purpose. Some have found it and some are not. GOD gave us gift in order for us to reach our purposes.The gifts are such good singers,good cook,and many more...Last time i am very poor in needle works but now i can crochet some stuff and also learning knitting.This is my biggest learning skill that i learn.I always like to make cakes and dessert.Finally I made 2 cakes from steamed method and well, it is a bit sweet but other than that it is edible so still consider a good news.Hahaha...After i move out from my sis place I learn alot of new skills.I am happy with that.
A moment ago, I chatted with an old friend who told me she got lots of problem from family to her own life...but all these while I tot she was very happy with his high pay salary and good life and tonight she told me she was stress and no wonder some ppl might choose to suicide.Welcome to the Reality!!!I dunno how many times I experince such feeling...Luckily I am still around...I just hope that she can come around and will go thru this tough experince.So people I guess I need to pen off here at the moment...You guys takecare and Cheers!!!GBU!!!
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Confusing life
Today cloudy day here.There are still a bunch of clothes not yet wash...tired i guess...I came back from Penang. I was there to make prayers for my father, brother,sis in law, eldest sister and 2nd bro.That event take a whole day to do. It is a tired event but at least everyone are relieve now. I just hope their souls are in peace.
I got a call from my mum today and i was unhappy because my mum is hinting me to break up with my boyfriend.I am confuse with my family. My family never really take notice on my matters but they will starting to object my stuff when comes to my relationship.I been thru so many heartbreaks does any of them comes to comfort me?I was depression for a while does anyone of them comes to help me?All have their own family...yeah all same excuses...then why this time comes to control me.Well, some even know my problems but just keep quiet. Good you all just like to be good ppl and when something happen you all just blame to me.I just realize how unhappy my bro is when he is alive cos he cant be with his love one and he also loose all his friends just because of one person and now he is gone all just come back to him and be nice to him...but the fact is he is dead...I am still grief eventhough I also have my own problems here.
I been jobless for some time now and beside my mum and 2nd sis are helping me others are just keep quiet...and when problem arise...they are those who talk louder than anything.All keep telling me how they dissapointed with me and my bf but have you all ever think what you have done here??Beside gossips,tell lies and find mistakes on others...wat else you really do???
My bf been very nice to me he purposely fly over to Sabah to attend my bro funeral but i never tot that the ending will be like this.My bf been very supportive towards my life..he is the one help me move house, he is the one bring my piggies to vets, he is the one who go to fetch my sis at the airport...I guess none of this important to my family. I dun blame them or angry with them for wat happen cos part of the matter also my mistake. The big mistake is me.If my family wants me to choose between my bf and them I willing to stay alone...I felt so hopelss...i never have such a tough decision before.i been begging them to stop in my heart cos if i beg them sure they will say I siding my bf...So my life is so confusing here...Oh Lord Help me pls...GOD BLESS YOU ALL...
I got a call from my mum today and i was unhappy because my mum is hinting me to break up with my boyfriend.I am confuse with my family. My family never really take notice on my matters but they will starting to object my stuff when comes to my relationship.I been thru so many heartbreaks does any of them comes to comfort me?I was depression for a while does anyone of them comes to help me?All have their own family...yeah all same excuses...then why this time comes to control me.Well, some even know my problems but just keep quiet. Good you all just like to be good ppl and when something happen you all just blame to me.I just realize how unhappy my bro is when he is alive cos he cant be with his love one and he also loose all his friends just because of one person and now he is gone all just come back to him and be nice to him...but the fact is he is dead...I am still grief eventhough I also have my own problems here.
I been jobless for some time now and beside my mum and 2nd sis are helping me others are just keep quiet...and when problem arise...they are those who talk louder than anything.All keep telling me how they dissapointed with me and my bf but have you all ever think what you have done here??Beside gossips,tell lies and find mistakes on others...wat else you really do???
My bf been very nice to me he purposely fly over to Sabah to attend my bro funeral but i never tot that the ending will be like this.My bf been very supportive towards my life..he is the one help me move house, he is the one bring my piggies to vets, he is the one who go to fetch my sis at the airport...I guess none of this important to my family. I dun blame them or angry with them for wat happen cos part of the matter also my mistake. The big mistake is me.If my family wants me to choose between my bf and them I willing to stay alone...I felt so hopelss...i never have such a tough decision before.i been begging them to stop in my heart cos if i beg them sure they will say I siding my bf...So my life is so confusing here...Oh Lord Help me pls...GOD BLESS YOU ALL...
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
19 January 2010
This is a sad day to me and my family.I got a phone call from my KL sis and told me my bro in hospital now cos he fall down and seem like got stroke.So middle of night without sleeping I packed my bag and waited for my sis to come and pick me.My mum and me and my bro's children take first flight to Tawau on the day itself. We arrived around 10.30am and then when we arrive my bro condition very serious and was in ICU. My heart was so heavy but i keep having confident that he will wake up...so after his brain scanning we finally got the chance to see him and he is unconcious but his face look like normal just the feet feels very cold...as my mum told me ur bro's feet very cold and i said well, aircon make his feet cold...in fact it is not a good sign cos chinese believe tat usually the soul start leaving the body from feet first...Then we left his eldest son with him and we went back to take bath and came back...when we went back to his place and within an hour we saw a van came into the yard and my bro secretary walk in and told me the news I was stunned and cant control my tears...I am speechless...really shocked!I never expect that my bro will leave us in such a speed.
I will just tell my feelings here...I am very sad that my bro leave us so fast but do have a good news that we will have a new nephew and I hope the baby will healthy and handsome like my bro. Many ppl grief during that period and we all are worried about my mum luckily she is very strong and brave to face the fact.
The past few days I was asking myself...where does dead ppl go after they die?Many said when i go then I will come back and tell you but so far none of them come back and tell me wat happen.I already have bad feelings for the pass few weeks just i dunno it will be such a tragedy.Once a while I will still thinking of give my bro a call just to ask him how is he doing...sometimes i just forgotten that he already gone. I just talked to him last 3 weeks...and now he is in an urns.I hope he really rest in Peace...Just let him walk his way to Heaven and rest in peace. I am still in grief...i just cant shake the memories away...Although I do not spent much time with my Bro but he really care to all his siblings just that none of us notice it.
Bro, do not worry just go we will takecare of mum and as for your children they are big enough they will be able to takecare of themself. Sorry ppl , my mind is blank now...will write other time and hope that it will be a good news. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
I will just tell my feelings here...I am very sad that my bro leave us so fast but do have a good news that we will have a new nephew and I hope the baby will healthy and handsome like my bro. Many ppl grief during that period and we all are worried about my mum luckily she is very strong and brave to face the fact.
The past few days I was asking myself...where does dead ppl go after they die?Many said when i go then I will come back and tell you but so far none of them come back and tell me wat happen.I already have bad feelings for the pass few weeks just i dunno it will be such a tragedy.Once a while I will still thinking of give my bro a call just to ask him how is he doing...sometimes i just forgotten that he already gone. I just talked to him last 3 weeks...and now he is in an urns.I hope he really rest in Peace...Just let him walk his way to Heaven and rest in peace. I am still in grief...i just cant shake the memories away...Although I do not spent much time with my Bro but he really care to all his siblings just that none of us notice it.
Bro, do not worry just go we will takecare of mum and as for your children they are big enough they will be able to takecare of themself. Sorry ppl , my mind is blank now...will write other time and hope that it will be a good news. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Learning a new project.
Today sunny day early morning saw the sunshine and was very happy cos I can wash my laundry and it will dry in 2-3 hours...The last few days a lot new things happen in my life...First of all, I got an idea how to spend my time while i am looking for my job yeah i am still jobless.(lol) The new project that I am into was Amigurumi it is a crochet work from Japan. I never like needle work since i am young. I always never good in these matter. I never know why i got the interest into this and last few days I went to the craft shop in Sg Wang and bought a yarn and needle. I even have the shape that I wanted to crochet. (surprise surprise) without knowing any basics so I log into youtube and see how ppl do it and to my surprise I learn the basic after a few hours...yeah some people might take only 5 minutes but i am consider ok. I am so glad. My first project was making a brown longan for my housemate not a nice one but i am sure I can make a better one for her soon. Thanks Selina for accepting that Longan.Hahaha.Now i am able to make more than longan...I know how to make rectangle and also round, ears and going to start with arm and legs...going to assemble my forst project soon will let u all see how it turn out...dun expect like a nice one cos bear in mind I am newbie in this. :)
Since I have applied some jobs but never receive any calls or emails so i just take this craft to let me calm down from my dissapointed feeling. I am not regret that I left my old company because after 4.5 yrs i learn alot but never get any improvement in my job from an agent into an email handler is just a small leap.(a baby leap) I cannot that the unfairness that potrait towards me.Therefore I let go of my favourite job of all.Everytime I went to interview ppl wil notice my age with the job I apply. I dun mind to take up the junior job but why have to mind about my age???Age more important that experince???Wat kind of logic is that?Old doesnt mean slow ok.Young ppl also can be slow in job too.He he he sorry overreact about this matter because i really tired facing these kind of ppl.My mum been nagging me for sometimes telling me I should not let go of my old job i dun dare to tell her why cos I know my mum very well, she rarely give me positive point when I tell her wat happen in the office.So better shut my mouth off and just pretend lo no choice right...Mum is always mum.
She made Laksa at my Kl sis'place within 2 hours finished.She never cooked Laksa and this time she came here she was very happy cos watever she cooked all finished within hour.I am so glad that the kids love her food and she was happy about it. I wonder does my kids have these luck?I also have learn how to cook lately although it is a simple meals but share with housemates makes my food taste better.(lol) Maybe all of us not really a good cook so dunno which is tasteful and which is not important is not too burn or too salty then it should be eatable.I slim down 2.5kg just stick to my vege diet...eat as usual rice and 2 veges and eat fruits...I am surprise when i see my kgs drop after 3 days eat veges...furthermore i not steam my vege but cooked with little meat.I wil keep this ind of lifestyle. I kinda like it alot.
I thank GOD for giving the new Idea and also some other project that I gonna do if I dun find a job.CNY is around the corner but here in KL seem a little quiet maybe cos economy is ok ok only and things all are going to increase by 10%it make alot of effect to everyone. I just hope that everyone can enjoy CNY within their budget. I havent shop for my CNY clothes yet i wonder wat kind of fashion for 2010?One of my old neighbour get married surprisingly. Why i said it is surprisingly cos he is a nice man with naive behaviour and friendly.I move away for a year and then one day the mother came to my sis place and invite her to attend her son's wedding WOW wat a shock!!! it really shock all of us. I am glad that he found his life partner and wish him to have a good Marriage Ah Guan~~Many stuff happening around all of us like Haiti earthquake cost 100,000 lifes...Let us all pray for the victims and survivors. we should thank GOD that we do not have such disaster in Malaysia. So please appreaciates the country and love the country like you love ur loves one.So GOD BLESS U All...Till then tata~~
Since I have applied some jobs but never receive any calls or emails so i just take this craft to let me calm down from my dissapointed feeling. I am not regret that I left my old company because after 4.5 yrs i learn alot but never get any improvement in my job from an agent into an email handler is just a small leap.(a baby leap) I cannot that the unfairness that potrait towards me.Therefore I let go of my favourite job of all.Everytime I went to interview ppl wil notice my age with the job I apply. I dun mind to take up the junior job but why have to mind about my age???Age more important that experince???Wat kind of logic is that?Old doesnt mean slow ok.Young ppl also can be slow in job too.He he he sorry overreact about this matter because i really tired facing these kind of ppl.My mum been nagging me for sometimes telling me I should not let go of my old job i dun dare to tell her why cos I know my mum very well, she rarely give me positive point when I tell her wat happen in the office.So better shut my mouth off and just pretend lo no choice right...Mum is always mum.
She made Laksa at my Kl sis'place within 2 hours finished.She never cooked Laksa and this time she came here she was very happy cos watever she cooked all finished within hour.I am so glad that the kids love her food and she was happy about it. I wonder does my kids have these luck?I also have learn how to cook lately although it is a simple meals but share with housemates makes my food taste better.(lol) Maybe all of us not really a good cook so dunno which is tasteful and which is not important is not too burn or too salty then it should be eatable.I slim down 2.5kg just stick to my vege diet...eat as usual rice and 2 veges and eat fruits...I am surprise when i see my kgs drop after 3 days eat veges...furthermore i not steam my vege but cooked with little meat.I wil keep this ind of lifestyle. I kinda like it alot.
I thank GOD for giving the new Idea and also some other project that I gonna do if I dun find a job.CNY is around the corner but here in KL seem a little quiet maybe cos economy is ok ok only and things all are going to increase by 10%it make alot of effect to everyone. I just hope that everyone can enjoy CNY within their budget. I havent shop for my CNY clothes yet i wonder wat kind of fashion for 2010?One of my old neighbour get married surprisingly. Why i said it is surprisingly cos he is a nice man with naive behaviour and friendly.I move away for a year and then one day the mother came to my sis place and invite her to attend her son's wedding WOW wat a shock!!! it really shock all of us. I am glad that he found his life partner and wish him to have a good Marriage Ah Guan~~Many stuff happening around all of us like Haiti earthquake cost 100,000 lifes...Let us all pray for the victims and survivors. we should thank GOD that we do not have such disaster in Malaysia. So please appreaciates the country and love the country like you love ur loves one.So GOD BLESS U All...Till then tata~~
Thursday, January 7, 2010
The 7th day of 2010.
Happy New Year to all my friends who read this.Wow a whole new year and glad that bad 2009 is gone for good...hahaha. When i review my 2009 one thing came up to me and that is appreciation.Weird huh?I may jobless more than 7 months since last year April but i never take this matter as sad and regretful event in fact i look at it as an opportunity for me to start a new.Although I still not able to find a job but everyday life still go thru nicely cos maybe i am too straight minded enough to think about life and money.
My family started to worry about my condition cos i have no job and saving is getting lesser and lesser. I want to thank GOD cos He always there for me whenever I am lost of direction and seem a failure ahead of me I always pray for wisdom, strength and love. My mum been nagging me about find a job since now a new year and I should find a job now.I have tried to find job everyday and even applied for it but seem no one saw my application i guess...I also dun ask much now why i should worry so much when things just dun go anywhere.
I thankful to my mum who always nag me (hahaha) she may sometimes sound negative but she also just worry too much about me therefore she nags I just keep quiet.what important to me now is her. What can make her happy then i will follow her advise.I also really thankful to my KL sis a lot cos of critical stuff happened in the past but she really love my mum alot and able to make her happy...in fact i love my sis alot too just dunno how to tell her sometimes.My family is quietly supporting me last time i used to blame all my siblings cos they just care of their families...and even i am unhappy or hurt no one ever offer help...but now i know...sometimes things happen for a reason and I learn it from it...Finally i learn my lesson to be independant and be happy as well.
I stop writing this blog for a while cos i have much negative energy in me that is why i never want to spoilt my blog.No one likes bad stuff...In 2009, I learn to stay outside by myself and also learn how to cook too...which I think this is the achievement that achieve in 2009.Lame huh but it is special to me.Recently I got many ingredients to cook so been cooking at home most of the time if not going to my bf place.It sometimes maybe tasty and sometimes tasteless but still it is my own creation...I learn my recipies from you tube,my mum, my sisters and my housemate. So many ppl tell me how to cook impossible still dunno how to cook ma...kekeke I am learning to make cake and dessert yeah yeah i know i cannot have dessert but i can always cut the sugar intakes one ma...
My Bf is the one encourage me to write blog he got read it but i dunno same goes to some of my friends...My blog maybe not as colourful as others but mine is more in life experince...that is worth a reading sometimes...Tonight i wil be cook dinner for myself hehe...the seaweed soup and fried bitter melon. I really enjoy cook and the other day I also cook soup and tomato fried eggs and eat with one of my housemate.Thank you to her for taking care of my piggies...My piggies are officially stay with me for a year now...and they are good gals and give me less problems...i love them alot and sometimes even my bf also jealous over them...kekeke...it is so funny.Well, i gtg now I need to bath those piggies...very dirty piggy now.So continue other time...takecare and God Bless U!
My family started to worry about my condition cos i have no job and saving is getting lesser and lesser. I want to thank GOD cos He always there for me whenever I am lost of direction and seem a failure ahead of me I always pray for wisdom, strength and love. My mum been nagging me about find a job since now a new year and I should find a job now.I have tried to find job everyday and even applied for it but seem no one saw my application i guess...I also dun ask much now why i should worry so much when things just dun go anywhere.
I thankful to my mum who always nag me (hahaha) she may sometimes sound negative but she also just worry too much about me therefore she nags I just keep quiet.what important to me now is her. What can make her happy then i will follow her advise.I also really thankful to my KL sis a lot cos of critical stuff happened in the past but she really love my mum alot and able to make her happy...in fact i love my sis alot too just dunno how to tell her sometimes.My family is quietly supporting me last time i used to blame all my siblings cos they just care of their families...and even i am unhappy or hurt no one ever offer help...but now i know...sometimes things happen for a reason and I learn it from it...Finally i learn my lesson to be independant and be happy as well.
I stop writing this blog for a while cos i have much negative energy in me that is why i never want to spoilt my blog.No one likes bad stuff...In 2009, I learn to stay outside by myself and also learn how to cook too...which I think this is the achievement that achieve in 2009.Lame huh but it is special to me.Recently I got many ingredients to cook so been cooking at home most of the time if not going to my bf place.It sometimes maybe tasty and sometimes tasteless but still it is my own creation...I learn my recipies from you tube,my mum, my sisters and my housemate. So many ppl tell me how to cook impossible still dunno how to cook ma...kekeke I am learning to make cake and dessert yeah yeah i know i cannot have dessert but i can always cut the sugar intakes one ma...
My Bf is the one encourage me to write blog he got read it but i dunno same goes to some of my friends...My blog maybe not as colourful as others but mine is more in life experince...that is worth a reading sometimes...Tonight i wil be cook dinner for myself hehe...the seaweed soup and fried bitter melon. I really enjoy cook and the other day I also cook soup and tomato fried eggs and eat with one of my housemate.Thank you to her for taking care of my piggies...My piggies are officially stay with me for a year now...and they are good gals and give me less problems...i love them alot and sometimes even my bf also jealous over them...kekeke...it is so funny.Well, i gtg now I need to bath those piggies...very dirty piggy now.So continue other time...takecare and God Bless U!
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Family Trip.
Hello everyone~~Long time never write in here. Been up and down for so many months and nothing much really can update here therefore here i am again :)
I just came back from Xiamen,China. It is a family trip and most important thing is we visited our grandfather's hometown.I am quite like it there. Nice weather although it is winter but the temp is about 16-12 degrees.It is like walking in Cameron Highland or Genting. Very nice feeling.There is nothing extravangaza there just peaceful town and nice ppl i can say. The city itself do not allow any motorcycle in the town so it much more peaceful than other cities. We visit a few cities such as ChangZhou,Chao Zhou,Nanjing,and Xiamen (hehehe).I like most of course is Xiamen cos the place is more cleaner and ppl are more polite. We even visit the wet market there really cool...too bad cant take any photos...then vendor there dun allow. We visited Tulou(Earth Tower) where this is a community place for many families stay together in a big big house.It is called 3dishes with one soup which the shape of the roof look like it. Really interesting place. A few days we visit temples most of the time. Kinda bored...hahaha but after the second day we visit more interesting place although one place to another takes more than an hour journey.It may sound long but it is a fun one cos can see the country and feel the breeze and see my family enjoy themselve with card games.LOL.Any photos pls have a look at my facebook...:)I am satisfy with this trip....really satisfy. Now i am starting to look for a new job and hopefully can start a new job in a new year 2010. Looking forward for it actually...start everything new. It will be refreshing~~So guys, you all takecare and be good will update more soon. GOD BLESS U ALL~~
I just came back from Xiamen,China. It is a family trip and most important thing is we visited our grandfather's hometown.I am quite like it there. Nice weather although it is winter but the temp is about 16-12 degrees.It is like walking in Cameron Highland or Genting. Very nice feeling.There is nothing extravangaza there just peaceful town and nice ppl i can say. The city itself do not allow any motorcycle in the town so it much more peaceful than other cities. We visit a few cities such as ChangZhou,Chao Zhou,Nanjing,and Xiamen (hehehe).I like most of course is Xiamen cos the place is more cleaner and ppl are more polite. We even visit the wet market there really cool...too bad cant take any photos...then vendor there dun allow. We visited Tulou(Earth Tower) where this is a community place for many families stay together in a big big house.It is called 3dishes with one soup which the shape of the roof look like it. Really interesting place. A few days we visit temples most of the time. Kinda bored...hahaha but after the second day we visit more interesting place although one place to another takes more than an hour journey.It may sound long but it is a fun one cos can see the country and feel the breeze and see my family enjoy themselve with card games.LOL.Any photos pls have a look at my facebook...:)I am satisfy with this trip....really satisfy. Now i am starting to look for a new job and hopefully can start a new job in a new year 2010. Looking forward for it actually...start everything new. It will be refreshing~~So guys, you all takecare and be good will update more soon. GOD BLESS U ALL~~
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Ups and Downs.
Tonight is a cold night even with a fan also can feel the cold breeze blow into my room...Lately I was not having a good time cos been worry for my future...since after my resignation from old company i seem stuck luckily i am now in E-Cosway business and hopefully I will get back my confident and life back...At the moment i find it a bit free but i so learning from day to day.
My fiancee's convo is coming up and he is very excited toward it...Unfortunately his mum cant make it cos working...anyway hope all his family are able to attend sure he will be very happy...I am glad that his family are very nice to me and my fiancee himself is fabulous...I never met a guy as sweet as him. Although sometimes he is not as romantic as other people's bf or husband but he is faithful and understanding i guess it is more than anything.Sometimes I think i have been over reacting over other's relationship and if that person think it is worth for second chance then it is up to her afterall not my matter at all...just wish her good luck, I just concern about her but i guess she dun need my advises anymore.
I have not active at all in this blog maybe cos not really much ppl reading it but i really dun mind at all..at least i know ones will read it...:) My sis have give me support on many matters and i am very happy. Each time i talked to her i will feel better cos maybe we are having same point of view...She advise me many stuff which i find it really work on me...Another sis of mine is doubt that i will hold on my religion but i guess this time she is wrong...hahaha cos i have decided to hold on what religion I think it is...It is not a big deal is just different belief what most important is just stick to what you think comfortable and happy about.Hope that i will go thru this hard time and good times will come by. It is really up and down of my life...keep finger cross...
XXX GOD BLESS ALL OF U...
My fiancee's convo is coming up and he is very excited toward it...Unfortunately his mum cant make it cos working...anyway hope all his family are able to attend sure he will be very happy...I am glad that his family are very nice to me and my fiancee himself is fabulous...I never met a guy as sweet as him. Although sometimes he is not as romantic as other people's bf or husband but he is faithful and understanding i guess it is more than anything.Sometimes I think i have been over reacting over other's relationship and if that person think it is worth for second chance then it is up to her afterall not my matter at all...just wish her good luck, I just concern about her but i guess she dun need my advises anymore.
I have not active at all in this blog maybe cos not really much ppl reading it but i really dun mind at all..at least i know ones will read it...:) My sis have give me support on many matters and i am very happy. Each time i talked to her i will feel better cos maybe we are having same point of view...She advise me many stuff which i find it really work on me...Another sis of mine is doubt that i will hold on my religion but i guess this time she is wrong...hahaha cos i have decided to hold on what religion I think it is...It is not a big deal is just different belief what most important is just stick to what you think comfortable and happy about.Hope that i will go thru this hard time and good times will come by. It is really up and down of my life...keep finger cross...
XXX GOD BLESS ALL OF U...
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