Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Start to get a busy life.

Today is a very hot day indeed even my room can feel the heat. It is like BBQ in my room...:( I will be starting to get busy soon.I just started to learn how to sell Insurance for the couple of weeks and seem always forget the method.Last time selling insurance was a very tough job from begging until the "bed story" but i find out that now the Insurance industry in fact a very good job because beside u are doing business u also help much more ppl out there.I find it really a great thing to do.In the begining i choose this industry cos I was desperate but now after go thru all the exams, meeting ppl in the office and all the others newcomers I find that it is totally different environment from the office that I work before.I learn to be positive in everything i do right now except some negative jokes that still got ppl misunderstand it...cant help it ppl always dun like the negative words...
I am doing some knitting at the moment while writing this blog.I never understand why some parents can be negative and always scare this and scare that and then object everything the child want to do.In fact my mum do not know I am doing insurance even she know i already passed my exams. The other day was a sad day for me.At first I was very happy cos I am able to passed both exams because I saw many ppl failed the papers...I am proud of myself indeed...so tot telling my mum so that she can share the news but unfortunately when I told her she not only did not congratulate me but scholding me instead...I am stunned.She said why i dun go and find a stable job instead of doing this?Maybe she really do not understand why i choose this job. The reason I choose this job also because of her. I want to spend more time with her and if I work in an office job or call centre job I being tied up and i cant go anywhere at all.After I passed my exam I told my boss I am going to sabah for Qing Ming and he said no problem when u back here remember to report urself for the job. If i work in call centre or office do u think u can just fly anytime you want and your boss still let u go?I been working for almost 9 years and I know how a boss will treat you when u taking too much holidays...
I been wondering does Insurance industry is not a good field to go into?If it is so bad why been so many ppl get into this line now?I did ask around and I got some good results so i do not see anything wrong with me choosing this field. That is why i want to give a try.Afterall I been jobless for a year now and I am lazy to find an office job main reason is we are still working for ppl...as Insurance we are working for ourselve and as well as helping others.Hmm...well guys i need to pen off now...so will write again very soon. Tomolo will attend a Roadshow by my company so have to wake up early...hahaha so de sad...so GOD BLESS U GUYS!!!

Monday, April 12, 2010

There is a JOY in my heart~~

Long time never write in here been busy with many stuff lately.Finally I passed my Insurance examination...unexpected but I make it.hahaha....It been a tough time for me to take up a book and read it.Now just need to wait for a month to get my cert and then can start my insurance adventure.
Lately I see alot of things if i recall since my bro's death. Although he is no longer here but I missed him deeply.Sometimes I wake up and thinking why GOD take him home so fast?I know GOD have his own reason but why and I still waiting for the answer.I prayed to GOD everyday to bless his soul and also blessed everyone in my family.My mum is more cheerful now and it is a relief to me. I know my prayers been answered.GOD have starting to reveal the things that I ask WHY to him...from time to time.

I also found out many ppl hate Christian so much just because they met ppl who comdemn their own religion without realising it. That is so sad.The most recent incident that I face with was ppl been telling my bf that if u take the bread and red wine from the church then u will die and say cannot eat or drink that if u are not baptist.OMG!!! I am so mad when my bf told me that I was so angry with what I heard.Those ppl also dunno wat they are talking about. If the consequence so serious then many new believer will be "mati katak".I wonder does they really read the bible?Then second incident is I was choked with fish bone last Friday and in no choice consequences my bf parents was so panic they make mantra water for me to drink with the hope that I dun need to be so suffering...so I drank it without hesistation yes, to many christians sure cursing me and saying i am doing sins...but to my understanding I am just hoping to make the parents not so panic and make they more relief...and i do not see any bad of doing that.
I followed my bf back to Kampar and Ipoh to pray his grandparents.I done my family side and enjoy the family gathering and eating and drinking...it is really a great memories...when i back to Sabah my family no longer angry with me being a Christian. That is a joy to me.:) I know who I believe in and I will still follow the chinese culture.I never complain for anything that is why I wrote here is to tell those who read this will understand not all Christians are extremist. At least I am not.I was scholded cos i am a Christian and drank the mantra water by my bf relatives which I am very mad...because they are extremist with their own religion too...I have been tolerate but you people come to attack me.I was unhappy the first day I arrive there...but luckily my bf and her mum was defending for me.One of the future daughter is an extremist doesnt mean that I will be the same as her...they hate her and eventually hated me as well...but after I prayed their parents all are very good to me pula...this is called HUMAN la.When I told them I will not convert my bf to Christian no one believe me...but now hopefully they know I mean no harm I do not want a religion convertion to make whole family fights and unhappy...It is kinda sad when ppl misunderstand with what you do.My bf's mum this time was very happy because I make her proud.In fact i am also very happy to see her so proud and happy.I now hope those relative will stop judging me.After I came back to KL...never know why I got a joy in my heart...I can feel it.I dunno how to tell but i know it is a good feeling. Happy and feel so free....like bird flying... so weird but i guess I am doing the right thing and that is why there is a joy in me.Long time i never felt this way...From time to time I learn many things without I realize it.Last time i been too busybody looking at other's life and ignore my own life..but now stop looking at others and concentrate on ur own life will bring good things to u and ppl around u.That is for sure...ok la better pen off now...u all takecare and Cheers!!

GOD BLESS U!