Thursday, September 10, 2009

Ups and Downs.

Tonight is a cold night even with a fan also can feel the cold breeze blow into my room...Lately I was not having a good time cos been worry for my future...since after my resignation from old company i seem stuck luckily i am now in E-Cosway business and hopefully I will get back my confident and life back...At the moment i find it a bit free but i so learning from day to day.

My fiancee's convo is coming up and he is very excited toward it...Unfortunately his mum cant make it cos working...anyway hope all his family are able to attend sure he will be very happy...I am glad that his family are very nice to me and my fiancee himself is fabulous...I never met a guy as sweet as him. Although sometimes he is not as romantic as other people's bf or husband but he is faithful and understanding i guess it is more than anything.Sometimes I think i have been over reacting over other's relationship and if that person think it is worth for second chance then it is up to her afterall not my matter at all...just wish her good luck, I just concern about her but i guess she dun need my advises anymore.

I have not active at all in this blog maybe cos not really much ppl reading it but i really dun mind at all..at least i know ones will read it...:) My sis have give me support on many matters and i am very happy. Each time i talked to her i will feel better cos maybe we are having same point of view...She advise me many stuff which i find it really work on me...Another sis of mine is doubt that i will hold on my religion but i guess this time she is wrong...hahaha cos i have decided to hold on what religion I think it is...It is not a big deal is just different belief what most important is just stick to what you think comfortable and happy about.Hope that i will go thru this hard time and good times will come by. It is really up and down of my life...keep finger cross...
XXX GOD BLESS ALL OF U...