Saturday, October 9, 2010

An Outing with my Bf.


Today my bf and I went to Seoul Garden to have our brunch. The cashier there really friendly and we went in and pay first before eat. Hahaha.This is a pretty new res





This will be the pot we use for us to cook and taurant cos last time it was hiding behind the alley and not finally got a better location.

have steamboat at the same time...BBQ and steamboat at the same time. We had a few stuff as below. The szechuan spicy beef really yummy. We also have the lala and clams...but have to be pretty careful cos got some mud in it...not really clean lo...that is the sad part only. :)In the middle of the hot plate is pot of soup and we choose Chicken Ginseng..


This is the appetizer that they serve. I choose kimchi and cold cucumber...at first the kimchi look weird...but still take the risk to take some...and not bad...quite nice...I like it alot but my bf seem not really life the ambient there cos it is stuffy and the tables from each other are very near...therefore many couples eating there but most of them just eat and eat and eat not much talking cos not really a great place to date i assume. Hahaha...first date is a No No for you guys out there unless your guy or gal do not mind abt the stuffiness and people may listening to your lovey dovey conversation.

These are cute fried bun, nice wonton and dry fried mee...all those fried stuff. There also have fried rice and also leng chee kang...What i really enjoy was the not sweet soft drinks and also yummy ice creams...with little little chocolate chips melts in your mouth...really really sweet feeling.







The seafood being served there...most are chickens and then beef,seafood and also veges.As i said before I enjoy the beef only...The prawns that used are those when it is cooked it just turn light orange colour prawn...not the deep ocean prawns.Still acceptable lo.

Well, we just spend about an hour and half in there cos it is too hot after many people visit there. I do enjoy eating there and hope in future I can have some lady's outing and can eat there...:D Sure will be fun...and gals please do not put too much make up or else all melts not my problems are...so guys here are the story for today...Hope u like it and will improve it more next time...May GOD Bless U all...

Thursday, October 7, 2010

I am at peace.

This morning I wake up headache,heavy head and moody. I been struggling with my job.I still want to continue with it although already 3 months no sales. I just do not like people push me.I have being push.

I attended a Chinese cellgroup from my chinese session group. I been joining them a few times and I enjoy all the members sharing and warm welcome. They are sweet and nice people. I feel happy when I am able to meet them and also Pastor.:D I have not attending church for the past few weeks due to transport and lazy I guess...I just have many excuses to myself lately.In fact i had no idea what is going on me.I checked with my sis in KK and she said alot people still struggle after being baptism. Wow...i never know that but now experince it...fall down hurt my knee.Anyway now I am fine.I just have tough time with my job that is all.

God did response to my constant begging which after 6 months joining this insurance job i did not search for new job.Burn the bridge as what my manager told me...yeah to me it is a bad advise. When my saving is getting lower and lower it will force me to find some other job to sustain my life.I got rent to bear, pets to takecare ,internet to afford and food and transports.I cannot just depend all on my saving...sooner or later it will also gone...So i went to search for a part time job and fortunately I found it...and now i am taking training and hope that i can pass it and then able to do the job. It is a part time job only...kinda fun too...LOL...I will tell more about it when I sucessfully pass the training.I thank GOD that he listening to my cries for help.

Tonight I feel much more peace in my heart and even meditation also not a problem with me. Last time I try to meditate and it always makes my heart pounding and my mind will think alot of stuffs....but tonight all i see is just a blank pitch dark in my mind.Then we sang worship songs...and in sudden I feel a heavy force on me and I nearly lost my balance luckily still can stand still...hahaha it is really surprise me. I did ask my housemate and she told me Holy Spirit come upon me. :) After tat my heart feel so touched and tears rolled out non stop. Hahaha...Praise the Lord this is small small miracle that you can feel when we are close to Him...He never leave us all alone in the dark He will just stand beside you and see what you want to do next? Afterall everything also He have planned for us before we are born.We talked abt depression and emotional problems on certain group of ppl that need consultants. It remind me of one my my relative which I really hope she finally can find peace now...It choke me when I heard this sharing.We felt the hurt and pain her family go through but for her it might be a relief...so I hope now she is in a better place. May God bless her soul...

This is first time I felt Holy Spirit upon me...each time i just heard my housemate told me about the feeling of fainting when being touched by pastor...but now I know the feeling and if fact i find it really special.LOL.So silly of me but I am glad that I can feel this...When I share my testimonial about GOD i just cant stop talking about Him. Well, people too bad I can continue cos now already 1am...I still need to go to work so therefore I will write more other stuff tomorrow. You all takecare and have a great week ahead! May GOD Bless U~~

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

The 4 months dissapearance...

Hello everyone that still following my blog.It have been a long time I do not write in here and I realise that many of my followers are leaving me...LOL...yeah that is why I still can laughs cos i really cannot blame them ma...There are alot of things happening to me lately.

6months I been joining my insurance job and first two months still ok ok at least i manage to get on the stage and share my feeling of being top sales in the company...but slowly slowly my passion drops...and which i also not sure abt that.I am still hanging on also because I love my clients and they are the one who supported me since the first day i appraoached them I can never forget that.Thank you to all ur support and trust towards me. I am here to help and not to benefits...Many people misunderstand thought that doing insurance earns alot...well, yes they do earn alot when then put alot of efforts in it.The pain and hurt we all been through which no one can imagine...it is a challenging job it can be fun too...when you talking to nice person and someone who really want to know more about it.It is a great talk.

Since I join this job my characters have change my feeling have change and my life have change.Many people asked me why you choose this job...I choose this because I feel it's time for me to go out there and help people to know what is the important of insurance then they just thought that it is waste of money having one.Still there are alot of people do not want that opportunity.They tend to run, avoid and even reject the chance to get to know more...I do not understand why this happen...yeah I know lack of trust....(silly u who do u think u are Chubbyangel?)

I been busy trying to get sales for the past few month and to my dissapointed I dun have any and even get nag by my boss...LOL luckily i talked to some friends from the same line and she have help me alot on this...really appreciates it.:D
Alright let me put some nice photos for u guys to see as I made some new stuff at home and no chance to share with u all yet.
This is the lastest stuff i made...steamed banana cake..yummy.

my trophies for top sales :)



My handmade crochet mobile phone case...but too bad...lost it.
These are the few things that sometimes when stress with my job i find comfort doing all these cooking and crocheting. :D I will put more photos next time so i need to get back to work now...so guys wish me luck and will write more next time...:D tata for now...May GOD Bless U all~~